Finally unblocked? Hmm…maybe.

The year 2025 was not a great year for my artistic progress. I did almost no painting. On the other hand, it was a great year for travel. Greg and I loved every minute of our time on the road, and I have no regrets.

When we got back home, though, I was determined to get back to painting. Unfortunately, the artistic block that has been plaguing me for the last few years had become a metaphorical cement wall so tall and wide that I couldn’t figure out how to get past it.

After floundering for months, feeling guilty because I talked a lot about painting but never actually did any, I realized that a large part of my paralysis was due to the fact that I needed to acquire additional skills in order to improve, but I didn’t know how to go about acquiring them.

I finally decided that I needed to allow myself to experiment, which meant that I had to be prepared to make really bad art…and possibly for a long time. (Not that I’ve exactly been making “good” art up to now. LOL) I consoled myself with the knowledge that although I may run out of lifetime before I get to the point where I feel like an “artist,” I won’t get there any faster by doing nothing.

With the decision made to experiment and completely let go of the final result, my block dissolved. I’m painting again! So here are a few of my recent efforts.

This painting is the last painting I did from Rick Surowicz’s Negative Painting class. I was working on finishing up his course before we left for our trip out west. If you want to see the other paintings I did from this class, you can see them here. Basically, negative painting involves painting around a subject in order to reveal its form. I chose a reference photo of a bunch of old, rusty pipes in a junkyard because the scene gave me lots of contrast and opportunities to paint around things.

I am currently taking a Texture Techniques class with Bradley Hendershot. If you’ve never seen anything that he or his father Ray have painted, you are truly missing out. Their paintings are gorgeous, and they are true masters of creating texture in their paintings.

Anyway, the purpose of this assignment was to use the spattering technique to create foreground foliage. With the spattering technique, you load a stiff-bristled brush like a stenciling brush with paint in just the right consistency (no easy task!) and then use your finger along the bristles to spatter the paint onto the paper. Getting the right angle is quite the trick. The wall in children #3 and #4’s bedroom is well decorated now. (Don’t tell Greg.)

When I first showed this painting to Greg, there was dead silence. I finally explained, “I was practicing creating texture,” to which he replied, “Well, there certainly is texture!”

You can’t tell by looking at this painting, but I basically threw every texture technique I could think of at it. I used masking fluid. I dripped paint all over it and then tipped the board every which way to get it to flow together. I pounded the wet paper with the plastic device I use to open tubes of watercolor paint. I used a ruling pen to create lines through the wet paint. I took a water misting bottle and rolled it around in the wet paint. I spattered. I used the dry brush technique to make the wood of the window look older. I lifted out parts to create lighter areas. And what did it get me? Not much, honestly. Oh, well. I love the colors. LOL

Our assignment for this week is to create snow-capped mountains by scraping paint off the paper using a a razor blade. Hopefully, I can produce something realistic-looking without bleeding all over the paper.

Paintings and a Park

Before we left for our trip, I managed to complete two assignments for my negative painting class with Rick Surowitz.

Although I don’t hate either one, I’d like to give them another try once I get back home.

Maumee Bay State Park

Yesterday was a weird day. One of my medications, either the Propranolol or the Viibryd (or I guess it could have been the lack of caffeine in the morning), made me extremely tired. I finally dragged myself out of bed around 3:00 p.m., but even then I felt like a zombie.

In a desire to not completely waste the day, Greg and I headed off to Maumee Bay State Park to see if we could do a little hiking.

The marina

This is a cute little park right on Lake Erie. It has a fancy lodge, a marina, a golf course, a small inland lake, two beaches, a campground, and a couple of hiking trails.

Greg and I managed to get our steps in, but I felt like my body was still asleep the entire walk. I was glad when we finally headed back to our campsite.

The trail along the lake
Some lucky home owner has his own personal lighthouse!
A prettier view of the marina looking toward the lodge

On to Indiana!

Not done after all

Apparently I lied when I said that I was giving up on this painting.

After staring at it on my painting table for a week, I broke down and decided to finish it. I was feeling guilty at wasting a perfectly good sheet of watercolor paper (that stuff isn’t cheap!)

Plus, the pumpkin painting was keeping me from tackling any new painting projects…or that’s what I told myself. (I suspect I was using it as an excuse not to start any new projects. My creative resistance is as strong as ever.)

I decided that I would not try to make this painting a masterpiece. Instead, I’d use it as an opportunity to try some new techniques. I failed at practicing new techniques, but I succeeded at not taking the painting too seriously. And I like the way it turned out.

I learned that creating attractive-looking shadows on orange objects is difficult. Consequently, I’ve decided that learning about shadows and how to paint them needs to be added to my “topics to study in depth” list.

Once I finished my pumpkin painting, I decided to focus on negative painting. Negative painting is when you paint around the outside of a subject in order to define it. It’s a particularly useful skill for watercolor painting because of watercolor’s transparency. (You can’t paint light-colored objects on top of a dark-colored background in watercolor. Instead, you have to paint around the light-colored object.)

Practicing negative painting can be a lot of fun. It takes a certain way of thinking and seeing that doesn’t come naturally to me.

This is the first negative painting I ever did, back in 2020, and it is still my favorite.

To practice my negative painting skills, I am using a course by Rick Surowicz called, not surprisingly, Negative Painting. Here is one of the exercises from the course.

I am currently working on my first official painting in the course and will post it once it’s done.